Unfair

NOTE: I'm working on a new Ashera chapter right now, and it will be coming soon. Sorry that it's taken so long! :)

I get my hopes up
I really wish I didn’t
It’d save me my brain
So much heartache
So much pain
It’s just unfair
I try my best at everything
I put all of myself into my endeavors
But they crash and burn
They fail completely
They always take a twisted turn
And it’s unfair
This could’ve been my shot
My chance
My one chance
To prove myself
But it’s not
I’m not as special as I thought
But it’s unfair
I was finally going to get it
Finally be the best
Finally I could be sneering
Hear people cheering
Calling for me
Show them all what I could do
Show myself what I could do
But it didn’t work
And it’s unfair
I know I’ll have another shot
Many more chances that I’ll blow
And maybe, someday
One that I won’t
But it should’ve been now
It should’ve come sooner
Everyone else got their's
How long will I have to wait for mine?
A long time.
Life isn’t fair.
And that’s unfair.